Depression and Suicide

[G.Leave]

Leave it to a bunch of stoners to have real compassion...doesn't surprise me a bit! You guys that gave a few bucks to misterharpy hats off guys. That's seriously cool.
Good luck misterharpy, hope things are looking up for you already!

 

[Dark Matter]

I never thought when opening this thread that we would actually help someone, I knew we would help mentally but for the,guys who gave $$ . It just blows my mind how awesome this site is. This shit should be on the news imagine the headline.

POT SMOKERS HELP OUT MAN IN NEED THROUGH DONATIONS..

Amazing

 

[TimTaylor]

I never thought when opening this thread that we would actually help someone, I knew we would help mentally but for the,guys who gave $$ . It just blows my mind how awesome this site is. This shit should be on the news imagine the headline.

POT SMOKERS HELP OUT MAN IN NEED THROUGH DONATIONS..

Amazing

Doesn't fit in with the general stereotype of stoners. But in my experience it is a perfect representation of this community.

 

[freedom4all]

How's everyone doing today?

 

[freedom4all]

Hey hempy 2 of those sour crack cross seeds ya sent popped up you still got good karma vibes brother

 

[Dark Matter]

Amazing night. Get out and live people!

I got double vision.. Lemon haze rocks.

Hows our buddy doing?

 

[MisterHarpy]

Thanks for asking guys, read on what some of you guys posted. And guys whether big or small what I learned is that by just talking about it or letting it out in the open, it can tremendously help, so don't back out just because you might not think it's a big problem. Instead talk about it, keeping it bottle in doesn't help, I've been walking around and thanks to Mr Toby on here I talked to a person on craigslist and let him know that I would be able to pay for half a months of rent and would pay when I get my job, he hesitated but said as soon as he runs a background check on me he will let me know. I have no record so it should be good, I opened up the engine and one of the heads is completely mulled up, pieces of metal everywhere the engine completely seized so there is nothing left of it. I will have to replace it, I can do the labor so I lucked out on that, now its just about finding the engine, found one on craigslist and am trying to talk to the guy to barter it, I would do any kind of home work or car work, he is very hesitant but says if no one buys it in 2 weeks he will do it. I just hate waiting specially if I wait and then someone buys it. It's looking a bit brighter now but it's still a daily struggle. Which is why I'm so thankful of you guys. Listening to me and lending a hand. Thank to Mr Toby I can pay half a month of rent. And I'm glad my seeds that I sent popped freedom. Nice to know there's still some of my seeds out there living and carrying on

 

[freedom4all]

Anyone out there I need an ear

 

[freedom4all]

I just feel my ptsd kicking in and my anxiety is jumping in I feel like I just can't do this anymore I'm so close to just giving up this woman I had been seeing that says she loved me more than anything is saying she has so many moral obligations to cannabis she can't be with me anymore she says it's just so bad for you it's like she used it as a scapegoat to try and get out and I don't understand it she says it's my fault that all the bad that happens to me is a reaction from God as push mentioned for my actions. I just don't understand what I have ever done to the world. What did I do when I was young and the abuse from my teachers and class mates started in 3rd grade what did I do to deserve that what did I do to deserve messed up vision what did I do to be lied to and betrayed by everyone I've ever known I don't understand this I feel like it's just to much and I need out if I had alcohol right now I'd get shit faced drunk and blow me head off this is stupid why can't something just for once go right. I have a shit job making about 50 bucks a month I have nothing no car no money I can't even freaking leave I just don't know what to do.

 

[Mossy]

freedom4all I'm Listening..