Depression and Suicide

[Cookiefan00]

Wish I was out there but I'm in the northern midwest sandwiched between 2 medical states and all we have is a cbd bill but no way to get cbd stuff not that that'd help me much a little thc plus cbd is tlc lol

yes sir the Harlequin strain usually carries a balanced level of THC & CBD you can find a high THC version that might be better also

 

[dankstyle J]

Wish I was out there but I'm in the northern midwest sandwiched between 2 medical states and all we have is a cbd bill but no way to get cbd stuff not that that'd help me much a little thc plus cbd is tlc lol

People from all over are moving here mostly California though there calling it the green rush .

 

[dankstyle J]

no bro I said a drunk wino not vino

Wino were I'm from means whine drinker

 

[Cookiefan00]

I always knew Oregon had the potential to be a cannabis loving state what drew my attention to Oregon was that a few ears back they tried to get a Hemp initiative but it failed no other state wanted a hemp initiative I was thinking of the revenues of growing hemp clothes, oil, food and such you know things made to last that is something we all need

 

[freedom4all]

Yeah j I have heard a lot about folks headed out there for the green rush I wish I could get on that but have no clue where to start with a job plus in have no money or place to live when I get wherever lol not to mention I was a private security consultant with an intelligence background so not sure how they'd feel about hiring some one like me lol

 

[Cookiefan00]

this is the U.S.A. there is something for everybody here

 

[freedom4all]

Alright yall imma have one last cig for the evening and then imma going to bed thank you guys for being there er um here lol I really just needed to vent and get my mind of that cock and all this stress it's such a good feeling to have friends like yall here. I'll post back on how work goes today hopefully I don't wig out

 

[Cookiefan00]

Alright yall imma have one last cig for the evening and then imma going to bed thank you guys for being there er um here lol I really just needed to vent and get my mind of that cock and all this stress it's such a good feeling to have friends like yall here. I'll post back on how work goes today hopefully I don't wig out

may the force (a.k.a. Karma) be with you always friend have a great day make that money get paid brother

 

[freedom4all]

Thanks cookie I'll be in touch my friend and thank you all for your support this is what family looks like right here on afn I love you all like family

Ps I found the short stuff seeds for 40 bucks for a 5 pack and then one other one for 12 bucks a seed fast bud I think both grapefruit

 

[MedGrower]

Hi ya all! I feel kinda silly it took me a while until I even noticed this threat and reading it through it has moved me to tears. I seriously hope you guy all the best and keep on the fight. I remember I was young and down on my luck also and went through some tough times and lot of stress also. Losing my house, no work, no money, having to withdraw from my recording studio and all that stuff. The stress was unbearable I had to just go numb and rid of my emotions. I think that is somekind of psychological survival mechanism that kicks in at that stage. Memory of me walking down a dark and rainy street with nothing but my guitar and backback full of my stuff, wondering wtf to do is still fresh in my mind. Back then I was lucky I got a temp job that turned into a fulltime one later.

Freedom4all, are you a vet? I get that you are and have some scars. I am ex-military also but never been in actual combat. I hear a lot of people are being laid off from work in US and the jobs are truly hard to come by. I also hear that they manipulate the unemployment statistics by calculating one person working for two part -time jobs as two persons employed. And I heard that happens a lot.